I feel like I have been wiping myself from existence. I haven’t written/made a video for a while and whilst other times I knew in the back of my mind I would most likely go back to it, this time I am not so sure. I have lost my motivation to make videos.

I don’t exist in the real world and if I stop existing here, what is left of me?

People don’t see me.

I hold my breath and hope that I am not.

But at the same time, it is disheartening that it is so easy to disappear.

To be forgotten.

To be left behind.