What I Read(May 2017 #1)

I also now have an Instagram! With my new phone, finally got a smartphone, I can finally take photos AND share them. See them here,(they are pretty basic right now): https://www.instagram.com/amberlaha/



I feel like I have been wiping myself from existence. I haven’t written/made a video for a while and whilst other times I knew in the back of my mind I would most likely go back to it, this time I am not so sure. I have lost my motivation to make videos.

I don’t exist in the real world and if I stop existing here, what is left of me?

People don’t see me.

I hold my breath and hope that I am not.

But at the same time, it is disheartening that it is so easy to disappear.

To be forgotten.

To be left behind.